February 2012

Develop A Rule Of Life, 19 February 2012

Theme

“Emotional health and contemplative spirituality, when interwoven together, offer nothing short of a spiritual revolution, transforming the hidden places deep beneath the surface of our lives” says author and pastor Pete Scazzero in his book
Emotionally Healthy Spirituality. This series is based upon the biblical themes of Scazzero’s book in an effort to help us better understand ourselves in order to better love God and others.

The 7 Pathways

1. Know Yourself that You May Know God
2. Going Back in Order to Go Forward
3. Journey Through the Wall
4. Enlarge Your Soul Through Grief and Loss
5. Discover the Rhythms of the Daily Office and Sabbath
6. Grow into an Emotionally Mature Adult
7. Take the Next Step to Develop a “Rule of Life.”

Most people live off of the spirituality of others. We use prayer to get God to serve us.

Os Guinness – The American Hour (adapted)

We are a part of the most powerful civilization that the world has ever known. We are about

- Information (not formation)
- Convenience
- Options
- Time maximization (people overloaded/anxious)
- Comfort
- Feeling good
- Happiness
- Independence
- Entertainment
- Instant gratification
- Skepticism
- Image, Style – (Beauty)
- Control

Summary: Narcissistic; it’s all about me!

From community to individualism
From authority to preference
From Jesus’ claims to all religions considered

The western Church is declining as there are few differences between how Christians and non-Christians live their lives.

There are pockets of radical followers of Jesus that are on a mission to transform the culture rather than be transformed by it.

Three anchors that can help us get centered on God are the Daily Office, Sabbath, and a Rule of Life.

The goal of disciplines is not the disciplines. That’s legalism. The goal is to develop your relationship with God in order to love God and love others.

“RULE” of LIFE

from the Greek word “trellis”

- a tool to help you grow upward and outward

- a framework or structure to help enable us continually pay attention to God and keep Him the center of our lives

Throughout history, people gathered together in communities around a rule of life. Some were as large as 5000 people in the Egyptian desert. A group of people known as the Desert Fathers were among the God-seekers.

Acts 2:42-3:1

This is the trellis or framework for the early church.

They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved. (Acts 2:42-47)

One day Peter and John were going up to the temple at the time of prayer — at three in the afternoon. (Acts 3:1)

“Devoted” to

1. Apostle’s Teaching

We’re a school of the LORD’s service. We are under the Scriptures.

2. Fellowship (Greek: “sharing”)

A new family/community is formed. Following Jesus is not an individual experience.

3. Breaking of Bread

They did it corporately and at home.

4. Prayer

a. Talking to God
b. Listening to God
c. Being with God

Intentionality

The early church was intentional. It has difficult. It required sacrifice. Many became martyrs. Their entire lives were God. They were breaking away from the world, the flesh, and the devil.

Growth does not occur automatically. The one thing that occurs naturally in nature is weeds. The one thing that occurs naturally within us is sin.

This is about resetting your entire life.

One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. (Psalm 27:4)

A Sample Rule of Life:

PRAYER
a. Scripture (through the Bible in a year;
lectio divina, memorization)
b. Silence and Solitude

c. Daily Office (the Divine Hours, Psalms, Book of Common Prayer)
d. Study (reading, learning, exploring)

REST
e. Sabbath
f. Simplicity
g. Play and Recreation (fun!)

ACTIVITY
h. Service and Mission
i. Care for the Physical Body

RELATIONSHIPS
j. Emotional Health
k. Family
l. Community (Companions for your journey)

What is your next step?

It must be a heart thing, not a to-do list.

“Your way of acting should be different from the world’s way. The love of Christ must come before all else.” -Benedict

Luke 18:9-14

To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other men — robbers, evildoers, adulterers — or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.’ (Luke 18:9-12)

“But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’ (Luke 18:13)

“I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.” (Luke 18:14)

Are you growing in your love for your enemies?

The goal of a rule of life is a heart transformation, not self-righteous behavior. It’s a journey, not a destination.

What is your trellis? What is your plan to follow Jesus? What are your next steps?

God, not my will, but Yours!

You can listen to the podcast here.

Note: many ideas derived from Peter Scazzero’s book Emotionally Healthy Spirituailty.

Grow Into An Emotionally Mature Adult, 12 February 2012

Theme

“Emotional health and contemplative spirituality, when interwoven together, offer nothing short of a spiritual revolution, transforming the hidden places deep beneath the surface of our lives” says author and pastor Pete Scazzero in his book
Emotionally Healthy Spirituality. This series is based upon the biblical themes of Scazzero’s book in an effort to help us better understand ourselves in order to better love God and others.

The Big Idea

The sixth pathway to emotionally healthy spirituality is to grow into an emotionally mature adult.

Love

What is love?

Martin Buber has said that as we become emotionally mature, we experience each person as sacred (including ourselves), viewing them as a “Thou” and not “it.”

Loving well is the goal of the Christian life.

The Good Samaritan—Luke 10:25-37

On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus. “Teacher,” he asked, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?” (Luke 10:25)

“What is written in the Law?” he replied. “How do you read it?” (
Luke 10:26)

He answered: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’”
(Luke 10:27)

“You have answered correctly,” Jesus replied. “Do this and you will live.”
(Luke 10:28)

But he wanted to justify himself, so he asked Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?”
(Luke 10:29)

In reply Jesus said: “A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, when he fell into the hands of robbers. They stripped him of his clothes, beat him and went away, leaving him half dead. A priest happened to be going down the same road, and when he saw the man, he passed by on the other side. So too, a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan, as he traveled, came where the man was; and when he saw him, he took pity on him. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he put the man on his own donkey, took him to an inn and took care of him. The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper. ‘Look after him,’ he said, ‘and when I return, I will reimburse you for any extra expense you may have.’
(Luke 10:30-35)

“Which of these three do you think was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of robbers?”
(Luke 10:36)

The expert in the law replied, “The one who had mercy on him.”

Jesus told him, “Go and do likewise.”
(Luke 10:37)

Different Parts/Components of Who We Are

Emotional
Physical
Intellectual
Social
Spiritual

Becoming a follower of Jesus does not instantly transform every area of our lives.

Two Myths

1. When I accept Christ and He comes to live inside me, growing into an emotionally mature adult is natural.

2. Christian’s ability to love those around them is qualitatively different than those outside the church.

Emotional Maturity

Emotional maturity could be defined as loving well. Are you a good lover?

Infant

-- feels a need, but can only cry
-- must wait for parents to figure it out
-- becomes angry if parent is inattentive

Child
-- can communicate but still dependent on others
-- acts out feelings of pain, fear and resentment
-- lacks skill to openly discuss and negotiate getting needs met

Adolescent
-- rebels against parental authority
-- defines self in reaction to others, fears being treated as “child”
-- “don’t tell me what to do”

Adult as Emotional Infant
-- treats others as “objects to meet my needs”
-- acts like tyrant and wins through intimidation
-- unable to empathize with others

Adult as Emotional Child
-- acts out resentment through distance, pouting, whining, clinging, lying, withholding,
appeasing, lying.
-- does not openly and honestly express needs

Adult as Emotional Adolescent
-- cannot give without feeling controlled or resentful
-- capacity for mutual concern is missing
-- defensive, threatened by criticism

Adult

1. Able to ask for what they need, want, prefer – clearly, directly, honestly, respectfully.
2. Desire for relationships to win. Seeks win-win situations.
3. Able to listen with empathy.
4. Willing to risk saying what is needed without attacking.
5. Respects others without having to change them.
6. Able to resolve conflicts maturely and negotiate solutions.
7. Gives themselves and others room to make mistakes and not be perfect.

God’s Top Two

There are two primary commands in Scripture

a. love God
b. love others

Neighbor

The key question in the story involves the definition of one’s neighbor. Most people seek good neighbors when they move into a house. We want to be surrounded by people who are nice and safe. It obvious that the expert in the law had a narrow definition of neighbor. The biblical command was simple:

“‘Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD. (Leviticus 19:18)

The Hebrew word is “rea” which means neighbor, friend, companion, or associate.

Jesus blows his mind with His definition of neighbor, the central argument of the story.

The Good Samaritan

The road traveled in this story descends about 3300 feet over a seventeen-mile path through desert and rocky country. Jericho was home to many religious leaders. Why did the priest and Levite walk on the other side of the road? Have you ever done such a thing to another person, not literally, perhaps, but figuratively?

The priest and the Levite have disconnected loving God and loving others. They knew the Bible and paraded religion, but their hearts were hard. They passed by.

The Samaritan takes pity. He is moved. The real scandal of this story is that Samaritans were viewed as second-class citizens by the Jews. The Talmud says that he who eats bread with a Samaritan is like the one who eats the flesh of pigs.

Who do you hate? Who do you know that is going to Hell?

The Samaritan is moved with deep compassion and he responds. Jesus tells us to “go and do likewise.”

Note that the Samaritan has enough self-awareness and self-respect to continue his own journey, yet still manages to serve the man in need. He delegates some of the care but provides the resources. We are all given many resources—time, talents, treasures, relationships—that can be leveraged to serve others.

Perspective

You and I are the person on the side of the road and Jesus is the One who had mercy on us, forgave us, gave His life for us, and rescued us. We are here by the grace of God.

Two Applications:

1. Become aware of your family of origin’s capability for emotional connection

Many families invested in our education, physical health, or even spiritual knowledge. Many fail to invest in our emotional maturity. Can you recall being comforted as a child after a time of emotional distress? Think of a time when one of your parents/caregivers comforted you when you were really upset, scared or sad for some reason?

The goal is not to find fault with our parents, but to ruthlessly face the truth of our upbringing in order to deal with issues from our past.

1. Did you learn to trust?
2. Did you learn to respect others?
3. Did you learn to wait and to take turns?
4. Did your parents/caregivers understand your behavior?
5. Were your feelings allowed?
6. Were you allowed to be the child?
7. Did you learn independence and dependence?

2. Take practical steps of discipleship to grow into an emotionally mature adult

It can be terrifying. Some of us do not even know how to feel. Where do we start?

We must follow the path of Abraham, leaving our pasts and families and cultures (the bad stuff) and turning to God. This is impossible apart from God.

We must repent (turn away) from our past and then move forward.

If you want to run a marathon, you must train and build up to it over time. Becoming an emotionally healthy adult requires baby steps.

Discipleship is a lifelong journey. It is hard. It takes time. It is worth it!

The alternative is living your life as a prisoner of your past.

We should love the best because we are loved the best.

“Being listened to is so close to feeling loved that for the average person they are indistinguishable.” -David Augsburger

We need to practice the presence of God (see book by Brother Lawrence) and practice the presence of people.

We are born sinful and selfish, but when we die to ourselves and allow Jesus Christ to live in and through us, we are able to love others the way Jesus loves us.

Paul said,

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others. (Philippians 2:3-4)

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death — even death on a cross! (Philippians 2:5-8)

Fill In The Blank

I really appreciate ______________.

I really hope _________________.

Questions for Discussion

What does this text tell us about God?

What does this text tell us about ourselves?

Who do you love? Who do you hate?

How is it possible that we can love God and not our neighbor? Or is it possible?

Do you use people to get things or use things to serve people?

What would it look like for you to treat every human being as a “Thou,” created in God’s image with dignity, value and worth?

How would our world be different if everyone loved their neighbor?

Do you treat people differently on their birthday? What if you treated everyone as if every day was their birthday?

You can listen to the podcast here.

Note: many ideas derived from Peter Scazzero’s book Emotionally Healthy Spirituailty.

Discover The Rhythms Of The Daily Office And Sabbath, 5 February 2012

Theme

“Emotional health and contemplative spirituality, when interwoven together, offer nothing short of a spiritual revolution, transforming the hidden places deep beneath the surface of our lives” says author and pastor Pete Scazzero in his book
Emotionally Healthy Spirituality. This series is based upon the biblical themes of Scazzero’s book in an effort to help us better understand ourselves in order to better love God and others.

The Big Idea

The fifth pathway to emotionally healthy spirituality is to discover the rhythms of the Daily Office and Sabbath.

Connecting With God

How do you connect with God? Many people engage in religious activities to learn about or appease God. The essence of Christianity, however, is a relationship with God. All relationships require time, effort, and dedication. Today we will be discussing two powerful tools to help you grow in your relationship with God. These are not two things to add to your to-do list. They are not a measure of your spirituality. If used, however, they will radically enhance your relationship with God and yourself.

Daniel 6

Now when Daniel learned that the decree had been published, he went home to his upstairs room where the windows opened toward Jerusalem. Three times a day he got down on his knees and prayed, giving thanks to his God, just as he had done before. Then these men went as a group and found Daniel praying and asking God for help. So they went to the king and spoke to him about his royal decree: “Did you not publish a decree that during the next thirty days anyone who prays to any god or man except to you, O king, would be thrown into the lions’ den?” (Daniel 6:9-11)

Rhythms

Our culture knows nothing about rhythms. We live life 24/7, an expression that was unknown a decade ago. We use words like chaos, scattered, distracted, stressed, and overwhelmed to describe our existence. We are always on the way to something or somewhere. We strive for bigger, better, and faster.

How do I have a calm, centered life that is oriented around God?

You were created to know and love God and be known by and loved by Him.

We need to slow down to connect with God. How?

You cannot jump off a moving treadmill. You must slow it down first.

The Daily Office and Sabbath bring rhythm to our lives daily and weekly.

The Daily Office or Fixed-Hour Prayer: daily rhythm

Daniel is at the University of Babylon, essentially. His name is changed and the leaders attempt to take God out of him. Our culture is much like Babylon, trying to make us think and act like the world rather than God.

Daniel is a busy, respected man in service to the king.


Now when Daniel learned that the decree had been published, he went home to his upstairs room where the windows opened toward Jerusalem. Three times a day he got down on his knees and prayed, giving thanks to his God, just as he had done before. (Daniel 6:10)

Daniel prays three times each day on his knees. Posture is meaningful. This is not just a quick quiet time or devotional.

Office (
opus) means “work of God” in Latin. My work is to seek and be with God.

One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. (Psalm 27:4)

That is David’s work. An office is about being with God, not trying to get things from God. Our first work is to seek God and be with God.

How can you be aware of and conscious of God throughout the day? You must stop and pause throughout the day to be aware of His presence.

Seven times a day I praise you for your righteous laws. (Psalms 119:164)

It is good to praise the LORD and make music to your name, O Most High, to proclaim your love in the morning and your faithfulness at night,
(Psalm 92:1-2)

Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice.
(Psalm 55:17)

The Psalms are a prayer book.

The Daily Office is frequently associated with Catholics or highly liturgical denominations. All followers of Jesus can benefit from books of prayer that incorporate Scripture and reflection.

The issue is not what you do, but getting connected with God through Scripture and silence where you can be still in the presence of God.

Kierkegaard said,

The present state of the world and the whole of life is diseased. If I were a doctor and were asked for my advice, I should reply: Create silence. All will be acquired in stillness and made divine in silence.

The only thing that can contain God is silence. The only way to experience it is to do it. It’s simple, but difficult.

Distractions are always present, but with practice they become easier to ignore.

The idea of the Daily Office is to stop several times throughout the day to pause and remember God. It is a discipline to order your day to remind you what is important in life: God. It centers you.

The four classic office periods are

- Morning: 6-9 AM
- Midday: 11 AM-2 PM
- Evening: 5-8 PM
- Bedtime: before you close your eyes!

Start and close your day with God and remember Him throughout the day. The Daily Office is like a mini Sabbath each day.

Most people live off of the spirituality of others because they do not make time for God.
The Daily Office may involve

- reading Scripture
- reading a prayer book
- taking a walk
- journaling
- whatever works for you to connect with God throughout the day
- breaks throughout the day of 5-30 minutes

Sabbath: weekly rhythm

This is a command by God for us to stop for a 24-hour period each week.

The Sabbath is the first holy thing mentioned in the Bible.

Do nothing one day a week.

Without the fourth and longest commandment, you cannot do the other nine.

God’s Top Ten: Exodus 20:1-17


1. You shall have no other gods before me
2. You shall not make for yourself an idol.
3. You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God.


4. Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord our God. On it you shall not do any work,... For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy”


5. Honor your father and your mother.
6. You shall not murder
7. You shall not commit adultery.
8. You shall not steal.
9. You shall not give false witness.
10. You shall not covet.

God commands rhythm in our lives of work and rest.

Sabbath was made for us not us for the Sabbath.

Sabbath is about self-care. Our world says you are what you do. Your life is God alone, not your outputs and performance.

Qualities to Biblical Sabbath

-- Stopping
-- Resting
-- Delighting
-- Contemplating

You must prepare for the Sabbath. You can’t just do it.

The core issue is trusting God.

We taste heaven on the Sabbath.

Sabbath is very radical. It has always been revolutionary!

It’s like a snow day every week!

It’s not a punishment but a gift. There is no place for legalism, it is to be a delight.

Sabbath Scriptures

The word “Sabbath” appears 116 times in the NIV translation of the Bible.

“Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. (Exodus 20:8)

but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your manservant or maidservant, nor your animals, nor the alien within your gates.
(Exodus 20:10)

For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy.
(Exodus 20:11)

“‘Observe the Sabbath, because it is holy to you. Anyone who desecrates it must be put to death; whoever does any work on that day must be cut off from his people.
(Exodus 31:14)

For six days, work is to be done, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of rest, holy to the LORD. Whoever does any work on the Sabbath day must be put to death.
(Exodus 31:15)

For six days, work is to be done, but the seventh day shall be your holy day, a Sabbath of rest to the LORD. Whoever does any work on it must be put to death. (Exodus 35:2)

“‘There are six days when you may work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of rest, a day of sacred assembly. You are not to do any work; wherever you live, it is a Sabbath to the LORD. (Leviticus 23:3)

“Observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy, as the LORD your God has commanded you.
(Deuteronomy 5:12)

Remember that you were slaves in Egypt and that the LORD your God brought you out of there with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm. Therefore the LORD your God has commanded you to observe the Sabbath day.
(Deuteronomy 5:15)

For the Son of Man is Lord of the Sabbath.”
(Matthew 12:8)

Then he said to them, “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. So the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.”
(Mark 2:27-28)

Then they went home and prepared spices and perfumes. But they rested on the Sabbath in obedience to the commandment.
(Luke 23:56)

The Ancient Practice of Silence/Solitude: Guidelines

1. Be
Attentive and Open
2. Get Comfortable. Be Relaxed. Still
3. Take Deep Breath.
4. Close or Lower Your Eyes toward the Ground

I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope. (
Psalms 130:5)

Conclusion

We live in Babylon. Our culture is diametrically opposed to God. We are bombarded by subtle and not-so-subtle messages that seduce us away from the things of God.

If you are serious about following Jesus, you will need to do radical, counter-cultural things with your time, talents, and treasures. An hour on Sunday is not enough to maintain a relationship with God. A quick prayer at dinner or bedtime is not sufficient either. None of us—myself included—are able to spend all of our waking hours in prayer and Bible study, but we can periodically incorporate Scripture and silence into our daily lives and pause for one day a week to do nothing.

There are no shortcuts to relationships. Ever!

We were created to know God. The Daily Office and weekly Sabbath are biblical, powerful, and revolutionary ways to breathe deeply, be with God, and become like Jesus. They require sacrifice—Daniel faced a den of lions for his prayers—but the reward is worth it.

A Sample Daily Office For Groups

1. Pause for two minutes of silence (Psalm 46:10)
2. Read aloud Psalm 90:4, 12, 17
3. Pause for 15 seconds of silence
4. Read aloud Psalm 33:20-22
5. Pause for 15 seconds of silence
6. Read aloud Matthew 6:9-14
7. Pause for 15 seconds of silence
8. Read aloud Isaiah 30:15 and Psalm 86:11, 13a
9. Pause for two minutes of silence

For Further Reading

The Divine Hours by Phyllis Tickle

Praying With The Church: Following Jesus Daily, Hourly, Today by Scot McKnight
 
The Practice of the Presence of God by Brother Lawrence 
 
Abandonment to Divine Providence by Jean-Pierre De Caussade
 
Too Deep for Words by Thelma Hall 
 
Sabbath Presence by Kathleen Casey

The Divine Hours
Sacred Space
Pray As You Go (audio daily office)
Northumbria Community:
Morning
Midday
Evening

You can listen to the podcast here.

Note: many ideas derived from Peter Scazzero’s book Emotionally Healthy Spirituailty.

Enlarge Your Soul Through Grief And Loss, 29 January 2012

Theme

“Emotional health and contemplative spirituality, when interwoven together, offer nothing short of a spiritual revolution, transforming the hidden places deep beneath the surface of our lives,” says author and pastor Pete Scazzero in his book
Emotionally Healthy Spirituality. This series is based upon the biblical themes of Scazzeros’ book in an effort to help us better understand ourselves in order to better love God and others.

The Big Idea

The fourth pathway to emotionally healthy spirituality is to enlarge your soul through grief and loss.

Loss

Adrian Rogers said that everything in life relates to sin, sorrow and death.

All of life is about loss. We lose the safety of our mother’s womb, youth, dreams, control, illusions, and ultimately our health.

Grief and loss is done differently in various cultures and families.

Two-thirds of the Psalms deal with grief. They are called laments. The books of Job and Lamentations are also filled with grief and loss.

Scripture has been called the music of God.

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: (Ecclesiastes 3:1)

a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
(Ecclesiastes 3:4)

Job

Few understand loss and grief more than Job. He’s not the only one, though!

Matthew 26:36-46

Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.” He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.” (Matthew 26:36-38)

Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” (Matthew 26:39)

Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. “Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?” he asked Peter. “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.” (Matthew 26:40-41)

He went away a second time and prayed, “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done.” (Matthew 26:42)

When he came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing. (Matthew 26:43-44)

Then he returned to the disciples and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and resting? Look, the hour is near, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us go! Here comes my betrayer!” (Matthew 26:45-46)

Jesus is depressed and sorrowful. He is distressed. The word in the book of Mark means horror.

During the days of Jesus’ life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission. (Hebrews 5:7)

He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. (Isaiah 53:3)

He falls to His face to the ground. He is prostrate on the ground. His sweat was like drops of blood (Luke 22:44). He is experiencing loss, preparing for the loss of His life and, even worse, the loss of His connection to the Father. He will become sin, taking our sins upon Himself. He will bear the wrath and judgment of a holy God. He will lose his friend Judas. He will lose the support of His followers who will abandon Him. His creation will crucify Him…all in the name of God!

This is not an attractive image of the King of kings and LORD of lords! One element of the Scriptures that lends to their credibility is the raw, honest portrayals of the “heroes” of the Bible. The writers are never afraid to tell it like it is, warts and all!

This is not happy, successful, popular, wealthy Jesus!

This is our perfect model of what it means to be fully human.

Reactions To Pain

Divorce, death, breakups, failures, disappointments, shattered dreams, painful memories, and other forms of grief and loss invade our lives. Common reactions/defenses to grief and loss include

- denial
- minimizing (admitting something is wrong, but not acknowledging its impact)
- blaming others (or God)
- blaming yourself
- rationalizing (offering excuses and justifications)
- intellectualizing (analysis and theories to avoid personal awareness/feelings)
- distracting
- becoming hostile
- medicating

We love to bury the pain of grief with addictions that are followed by guilt and shame as we lose control.

Biblical Grieving

1. Pay attention
2. Wait in the confusing in-between (Ps. 37:7)
3. Embrace the gift of limits

In addition to loss, we are faced with limits in our life. Limits in our life include

- physical body
- family of origin
- marital status
- intellectual capacity
- talents and gifts
- material wealth
- educational opportunities
- raw material (personality, temperament)
- time
- work
- relationship realities
- spiritual understanding
- ministry

4. Climb the ladder of humility

The word humility comes from the Latin humus which means “of the earth.”

St. Benedict’s Ladder of Humility

Step 8 Transformation into the Love of God
Step 7 Speaking Less
Step 6 Deeply Aware of Being “Chief of All Sinners”
Step 5 Radical Honesty to Others About Your Weaknesses/Faults
Step 4 Patience To Accept The Difficulty of Others
Step 3 Willing To Subject Ourselves To The Direction of Others
Step 2 Doing God’s Will (Not Your Own Or Other People’s)
Step 1 Fear of God and Mindfulness of Him

Listening To The Interruption

Jesus doesn’t deny his grief. Why do so many Christians?

Jesus is real and authentic. He feels. He expresses His emotions.

He listens to the interruptions of His life.

Have you ever felt so bad that you could just die? That’s how Jesus felt.

This passage is difficult for some people who want Jesus the superhero. For the rest of us, it is reassuring that He understands our struggles and trials and agony.

It is human to feel and hurt.

Learning To Fall

I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. (John 12:24)

Book by Philip Simmons, contracted Lou Gehrig’s disease at age 35.

The trash of the grief may spell, but there are diamonds in the mess that God can use.

When we listen to the interruption and learn to fall, our souls will enlarge.

a. our self-will breaks

Although he was a son, he learned obedience from what he suffered (Hebrews 5:8)

Jesus had a human will. He was fully God but also fully human. His humanity did not want to obey the Father. He did not naturally obey the Father. He wanted out. He submitted His will to the Father’s will.

Jesus prayed three times for the Father’s will.

You learn obedience through the struggle of grief.

You lose control at the wall (last week’s message).

Life is more than a series of problems we need to solve. Life is a mystery.

b. we learn about prayer

Prayer is the center of our life with Christ. David, Job, Jeremiah, Jesus grieved with God through prayer.

c. we create space for God

In emptying ourselves, we make room for more of God. When we give up control, we can lean into God.

Resurrection

The beauty of dying to ourselves is the opportunity to be resurrected in Christ. This is beautifully illustrated in the water grave of baptism.

I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead. (Philippians 3:10-11)

Jesus knows and understands life. He knows temptation (Hebrews 4:15) and suffering.

Patient Trust

Above all, trust in the slow work of God.

We are quite naturally impatient in everything

to reach the end without delay.
We should like to skip the intermediate stages.
We are impatient of being on the way to something
unknown, something new.
And yet it is a law of progress
that it is made by passing through
some stages of instability—
and that it may take a very long time.

And so I think it is with you.

Your ideas mature gradually—let them grow,
let them shape themselves, without undue haste.


Don’t try to force them on,

as though you could be today what time
(that is to say, grace and circumstance
acting on your own good will)
will make of you tomorrow.

Only God could say what this new spirit

gradually forming within you will be.
Give our Lord the benefit of believing
that his hand is leading you,
and accept the anxiety of feeling yourself
in suspense and incomplete.

- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

You can listen to the podcast here.

Note: many ideas derived from Peter Scazzero’s book Emotionally Healthy Spirituailty.
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